twist and shout
дальше идет большой и гневный пост. не утруждайтесь )
if I ever hear a word like "это-последняя-неделя-все решится-надо-собраться" or any other semi-inspirational stuff I've heard during the last two weeks, I swear to God, I'm gonna drive your head against the wall.
For two weeks you've been treating me like crap, and here I am, writing a 65-page diploma which you should have written a couple months ago. And I have no idea why, except for an overdose of altruism which I cannot get rid of.
And, as always - "I could only blame myself, you could only blame me". But no, darling, this is your problem, come on, now. Встань и устакань ливер. None of these problems are mine, it's just a stupid sense of responsibility that has me spending all this time and effort on your diploma. For godssake, I'm working and having my finals at the University, I have even more exams looming ahead, and If I ever hear any more compaints about how hard life gets I think I'm gonna burst. What do you know about working hard, about doing your best while keeping your problems to yourself and coping with them on your own, what do you know about always having to be the best in everything, about being commited to the idea of a person you want to be?
What does it take to find a girlfriend who will take any kind of crap from you without breaking down, who would wait patiently just to spend a little time alone with you, who would try to solve your problems as if they were her own? Who would understand and care and support? Honestly, I think those are the kind of things you would expect from a man, not from a girl. And no complaining, and no chain smoking, and no sighing as if your whole life is at its end. Listen, this is just a goddamned diploma. Pull yourself together. I've seen enough warning signs to last me a decade.
This is written in English not for the purpose of concealing my thoughts but as a way of avoiding numerous curse words which immediately spring into my head when I think about this whole situation.
plus, I'm kind of tired and slept really bad last night. so please don't judge me.
if I ever hear a word like "это-последняя-неделя-все решится-надо-собраться" or any other semi-inspirational stuff I've heard during the last two weeks, I swear to God, I'm gonna drive your head against the wall.
For two weeks you've been treating me like crap, and here I am, writing a 65-page diploma which you should have written a couple months ago. And I have no idea why, except for an overdose of altruism which I cannot get rid of.
And, as always - "I could only blame myself, you could only blame me". But no, darling, this is your problem, come on, now. Встань и устакань ливер. None of these problems are mine, it's just a stupid sense of responsibility that has me spending all this time and effort on your diploma. For godssake, I'm working and having my finals at the University, I have even more exams looming ahead, and If I ever hear any more compaints about how hard life gets I think I'm gonna burst. What do you know about working hard, about doing your best while keeping your problems to yourself and coping with them on your own, what do you know about always having to be the best in everything, about being commited to the idea of a person you want to be?
What does it take to find a girlfriend who will take any kind of crap from you without breaking down, who would wait patiently just to spend a little time alone with you, who would try to solve your problems as if they were her own? Who would understand and care and support? Honestly, I think those are the kind of things you would expect from a man, not from a girl. And no complaining, and no chain smoking, and no sighing as if your whole life is at its end. Listen, this is just a goddamned diploma. Pull yourself together. I've seen enough warning signs to last me a decade.
This is written in English not for the purpose of concealing my thoughts but as a way of avoiding numerous curse words which immediately spring into my head when I think about this whole situation.
plus, I'm kind of tired and slept really bad last night. so please don't judge me.